“wondering when it’s gonna set in, that i just lost one of the most important things to me… and it’s actually my fault..
being such a forgiving person really is a downfall, cause i actually expect people to forgive me when i mess up..”
“The thought of you makes me sick. I can’t even bare to begin. I need to remember how it feels to be loved again. But the thing is, I just can’t pretend. I can’t just let this go. I can’t act like you never cheated or that you never broke my heart. I can’t act like I didn’t want to cry whenever I looked into your eyes. I say that I don’t care anymore, but really, I care more than ever. I think of all the good times we shared, how much we cared, and how constant we laughed. But then I just realize, all over again, what you did to me and why you can never be forgiven. It’s my turn to leave you, just like you left me. 3”
The World As I See It: Dear self, -
In hopes to be more positive to keep your relationship with others, and your boyfriend working, you need to remember these things:
You are beautiful. All of the curves of your body, to your changing eyes, your dark hair that you hated, your adnormally small feet, your blonde eyelashes and…
(Source: dyslexisara)
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